For the newbies, inexperienced, unpracticed...
I know that you've been seeing a lot of posts about this Full Moon, and I'm sure some of us are excited to use it's power to manifest something really amazing and desired. As a Spiritual Coach and an Energy Worker, I am here to tell you the truth about spiritual and energetic practices. So, here it goes. If you haven't been running, would you sign up for a marathon? If you haven't practiced a song, would you go on America's Got Talent and belt out a song without any practice? If you desired to go to the school of your dreams, would you take their test without studying? Would you start a professional job without having any practice or education? Would you get your eyebrows waxed by someone with NO history of waxing eyebrows? We've all been there. Dying our hair, cutting our hair, dressing ourselves, being bold and trying new things without any practice. Sometimes it gets a little messy, but we learn from the experience. Sometimes... it just ends up messy. Magick, Energy, and Rituals are not different from any other activity of life. It NEEDS PRACTICE. And this Full Moon isn't one to play with. Like Dia de Los Muertos, Halloween is a celebration of the spirit realm, and is a day to allow the connection between the spiritual realm and the Earthly realm to come into sync. Collectively, we celebrate this (knowing this truth or not) and in this electric Universe that operates under the Law of Attraction and Magnetics we are calling upon the spiritual to join us. With the Full Moon in full effect, which is the portal to sending up your dreams and desires, PLUS it being on the day where the Spirits are connecting with us, we must be careful for what we are putting out. This doesn't mean, YES! I DIDN'T KNOW.. I DEFINITELY SHOULD TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THIS! If you aren't practiced in focus work, if you haven't done your shadow work, if you haven't been preparing for the full power of what tomorrow brings. RESPECT THE UNIVERSAL TRUTH.. we are all connected. What you put out... YOU GET BACK! Are you manifesting out of being desperation? Are you manifesting out of desire? Are you manifesting out of hatred? Are you manifesting with a pure heart? Without shadow work, there is no telling what darkness lies within. Envy, Sloth, Greed, Wrath, Lust, Pride, or Gluttony? Are you operating under any these hiding underneath your wants and desires? Prepare to call upon these Spirits as they will be the ones you are summoning on this Halloween Blue Moon. Rest Easy friends, this doesn't mean that you can't participate in manifesting your dreams, but wait until the 1st of November which is number 1112020, which is also a powerful day without the access to the Spirit Portal! I also think that 1122020 is another great numerical day to ask for what you want. If you were really hoping to do something on Halloween Day, gratitude is the best attitude. Send a huge thanks up to the Divine Creator for all of the things in your life that you've gotten without asking for anything in return. NOTHING BUT LOVE... because what you put out, you get back. There is so much love for you. May you be protected and surrounded with Divine Loving Light,
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"My hands and feet have been tingling for, like a week."
"I don't know why, but my face feels numb." "My tongue feels 'weird'." "Can we reschedule out workout? I haven't been breathing well for a few days." "I don't know what's wrong with me!" "I don't feel right." "My whole body is itching." "I think it's a nerve thing." "I feel like someone is choking me right now." "My neck feels like it's bigger than what it is." "My nerves are shot." This was my dialog within my internal world for about a week. Finally, it all started spilling out of my in my conversations. (We talk about this in the 5WLC Program). Your internal world will react with the external world. There is no escaping it; they are separate, but one. I went to bed that night, and continually woke up GASPING for air. It was like all of a sudden I had developed some sort of sleep apnea. I woke up repeatedly all night not breathing. Spiritually speaking, this can be a sign of some sort of spiritual attack. Although I wouldn't put it past me as we near this Halloween Full Moon, the word 'apnea' kept coming to my mind. I looked it up, "Spiritual meaning of Sleep Apnea" and it came back basically saying, this is a way of your being to say that it is ready to give up; ready to take it's last breath. It didn't resonate completely, but I thought maybe I'm missing something. Look it's no secret, I've been in a place before my spiritual journey where I swam in the ocean of suicidal thoughts. That's not where I am. But if I would be honest with myself.. I have been feeling overwhelmed. People in my house have been sick for a couple of weeks. I have had some deaths in the family or near my family. I have had some shocking news about deployment in my family. I have had some news about custody changes. I have been adding new extra curricular activities for my daughter into my weekly schedule. I am building up a group coaching program. I am building a website. I am building a business. I am putting on weight and not understanding how it's not coming off. I have been dealing with a lot of pain in my right arm . I have been worried about my grandparents. I have been wanting TO GET OUT OF HERE... WHOA. PAUSE. After about 3 days of talking out loud about how my hands and feel are tingling and my face feels numb, I finally said it out loud. "MY NERVES ARE SHOT." I was heard. "Are you having an anxiety attack?" Hahaha... What?! NO! Wait, maybe? I did just say out loud that my nerves are shot.. Hmm... Google Search: Feeling like you are choking" Google results: GERD, ANXIETY. "Damn." My question for you all today is... DO YOU KNOW WHAT THE SYMPTOMS ARE? Anxiety is a nervous system - digestion - circulation - WHOLE BODY experience. It's interesting how it happens in little steps. This is what the steps looked like for me. Bad news. More Bad news. Shocking news. More Shocking News. Restless mind. Constipation. Chest tightness / shortness of breath. Tingling hands and feet at night. ITCHING!!! Weird sensation in tongue. Sleep apnea. Choking sensation. Your body will communicate with you. Listen. If you can, be with yourself, and allow yourself to experience it, you allow yourself the opportunity to problem solve. Surround yourself with people who HEAR YOU, and LISTEN to you so that you can hear the things maybe you aren't listening to inside of yourself. Here is the quiz I took on Google. In case you couldn't have guessed, I was 1 more tough homeschooling day away from a nervous breakdown. https://www.recoveryformula.com/quiz/start Eh, no shame here. I am really humbled by my humanity. It keeps me grounded. And it makes me a better healer, and coach. Times are hard these days for all of us, but I'm glad I have all of the tools and self awareness to be humbled by my time to dive into the darkness, and come out empowered and transformed. There is no guru or teacher who is perfect. We are just warriors of our own fight, who are willing and wanting to take a stand for ourselves and for you as we all experience Life on Earth together. Stay tuned for the recipe I follow to slow down the momentum of these bad days! If it's something you need now, schedule a 30 min session and in the notes mention a "Consultation" with me through my website. I would be happy to share some space with you in order to help you on your journey. https://www.recoveryformula.com/quiz/start Have you ever woken up and you just knew it was going to be an emotionally challenging day?
I could sit here and tell you to "Be positive.", but as a coach and as a human I'm here to say that it's unrealistic, and unauthentic to hide behind positivity. Do you remember the school days where the teacher would yell, "Pop Quiz!"? THE AGONY! THE BETRAYAL! I remember going through the rollercoaster of emotions of how someone could surprise me with something I wasn't prepared for; a complete sense of losing control. As an adult, I realize that a bad day is similar. On my good days, I have such a secure sense of self. I feel I have a good grasp on what's to come, and the energy to uplift myself and others. Catch me on a bad day, and the story flips into a chaotic horror film where my shirt is on backwards and I'm far into a mental fog. My spiritual journey has brought me to a point where I am okay with the bad days. Bad days don't make me bad. Bad days are here to punish me. Bad days aren't here to make me feel less than. Bad days are here to test me, like a pop quiz. Bad days are here to test my faith. Bad days are here to test my strength. Bad days are here to test my ability to take a stand for myself. Bad days are here to test my will power. Bad days are here to HUMBLE me. LIFE IS A SERIES OF UPS AND DOWNS. NO ONE IS ABOVE THIS OR BELOW THIS. We are given the opportunity to Master the experience. So, I'm here to share the news. Take the bad day and use it to Master yourself in:
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